S o u l o n g i n g s *Indian Diaries #4*

This Lifetime is an amazing opportunity to recognise ourselves as Love.
To recognise that we came from Love, that we are the fruit of Love between the Earth and the Sky, to feel ourself as a channel of this Divine Love
During my lockdown in India I realised what a wonderful opportunity Life gives you when you get triggered
When you have a conflict with someone
When you feel somebody is not appreciating you enough
When abandonment issues came up.
When your fear comes up
When your pain body is showing up
When you feel not chosen
I have found ways to trace my way back to myself
Back to my emotional flow
And in this time I had plenty opportunities to practice in a live laboratory
The art of not abandoning myself
Starting from taking radical responsibility for this experience
So, when those issues come up, I go into Ceremony with myself.
I breath in Life and I allow everything to come up
I become intimate with all my parts
I allow my anger as a creative force
I allow my sadness as a creative force
I go into those places where I don’t give myself the appreciation or the Love I deserve
I go into all my parts that may feel numbness or pain
I connect to my dance and to my breath
I invite Life to penetrate me to my core
I allow myself to express all the pain, anger or frustration that is involved.
Until I have shaken everything that is between myself and Life
Until I connect the Sky and the Earth in my own body,
Until I allow Love to flow
Until I restore the primal union of my parents within
Until I tap back into the Source
Until I remember myself as Love
Until I fall on my knees in Gratitude
In ecstasy of this Divine opportunity to be alive,
In awe of this Gift to be in a Woman’s body
Until my Heart opens in Gratitude to all people that help me remember myself
Gratitude to my Parents
Gratitude to my Humanness
To all my Wounds as doorways
To the Light